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Sep 10, 2009
I like for you to be still
I like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent,
and you hear me from far away and my voice does not touch you.
It seems as though your eyes had flown away
and it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth.As all things are filled with my soul
you emerge from the things, filled with my soul.
You are like my soul, a butterfly of dream,
and you are like the word Melancholy.
I like for you to be still, and you seem far away.
It sounds as though you were lamenting, a butterfly cooing like a dove.
And you hear me from far away, and my voice does not reach you:
Let me come to be still in your silence.And let me talk to you with your silence
that is bright as a lamp, simple as a ring.
You are like the night, with its stillness and constellations.
Your silence is that of a star, as remote and candid.I like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent,
distant and full of sorrow as though you had died.
One word then, one smile, is enough.
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Sep 8, 2009
The heart is a lonely hunter.
忽然见到有珍珠奶茶卖，就算味道再奇怪也还是开心的抬了一杯。
每星期坚持打一次球。可能是球拍有了问题，可能是线断的先兆，总是没有手感。换了谭的L6尝试，感觉还不错。也许和O3的蜜月期就此结束了吧。
那些事情，就此了结吧。我知道你没有理解我们的重点，但是我愿意对你造成的混乱说对不起。还有，那些祝愿是真心诚意的，我只是想第一时间与你分享。
之前在pub吃到惊艳的新鲜chips。之后一直策划着想去打包来着。看了no reservation，看到凯特专心做焦糖布丁，心里忽然暖暖的，zoe是另外一个凯特片子里面的河马女孩。周围响起一阵不搭调的曲子，find a way back into love. Drew暖暖的声音把Huge的声音包围起来，尤其温暖。隔着10000公里的海洋，我第一次这么想家。当然，这可能是体内荷尔蒙水平比较奇怪的缘故吧。
对不起，我太累了，我想先离开。
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Sep 7, 2009
乍暖还寒。
想了又想还是要发泄一下，不然胸口憋闷着难过只是一个人闷着。
下午把这个消息八出来的时候也没有很震惊，心里好像就觉得是迟早料到的事情。他人觉得有些愤怒，我却一丝愤怒都感觉不到，只是觉得无奈好笑。你三个月前就公布在公众面前你侬我侬情投意合，我们的友人状态更新居然统统没有显示，最后得知消息还需要自己手贱点击页面去确认无误让自己雷自己一下。前几天听到你的烦恼还为你担心，没想到今天就接到这么大的一个炸弹。也枉费这些日子自己对自己的苛责，觉得是不是作为朋友对这一件事情太过无情，也觉得事事不应该混淆对待，也想做你的坚强后盾。可是事实就是那么搞笑，那么尖锐。心情很复杂，从下午郁躁到现在，做饭做清洁均无效果。
现在这些其实就是个笑话。订婚快乐！
还有很多阅读要做。厨房最忌遭了蚂蚁灾，就恨不得全部歼灭。气温终于降下来了。