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Sep 21, 2009
风和日丽……去郊游
----by 鹿童这里的秋天来的总是很晚很急。看不到在漫长的秋天中树叶变黄最后落下的时间，只知道早晨阳光中的小路上忽然一夜就多了一地的落叶。
其实我没有去郊游。只不过早晨的village很舒服，一杯咖啡的香味就能够让人醒过来。
这两天玩的有点狠，收收心也该开始准备各种presentation了。才发现逆转检事出了快半年，好在汉化也快出了，不用等太久。喜欢逆转4里面大叔造型的成步堂。。我是个叔控谢谢。。每年这个时候也是等待柯南剧场版的时节。。
人生的十字路口？其实哪里有那么夸张。做好每一件事就已经很了不起了。ABA那边还不知道会变成什么样呢：）还是希望能够做一些事情。额，觉得辛拉面配上番茄和蛋就很香，大白菜加上半盒浓汤宝也很好吃。
看到你的眼神，心里忽然就软了。
PS一下，衷心地祝愿某人的移植手术成功！！
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Sep 13, 2009
谁
我的红烧牛筋啊，我的干锅牛蛙啊，我的肠旺米线啊，我的叉烧饭啊。
打球的时候无端就想起了这些吃的，于是就马力全开了。（这是个什么逻辑。）状态打开了，很激动；到美国一年多终于打了一次夜场的场地，虽然灯光不咋滴，但是能有也很知足了；同样是在这边打球一年了终于把球打到教练同学身上了，蹭饭蹭饭~
日子没什么出息，偶尔的小波澜偶尔的小吃小喝就可以让人激动很久讨论很久，一顿火锅吃了可以念叨一个学期，偶尔逛一次街也觉得很开心呀，开心的不行。一杯珍珠奶茶可以让人幸福很久，一场罕见的雨也忽然让人觉得这里是多么的可爱。
就记得那个姐姐传过来的话，说好山好水好寂寞，好脏好乱好精彩。同时说的国内和国外的生活。也许是寂寞习惯了，偶尔听到隔壁屋子里小妞走动的声音，放出来的音乐也觉得很窝心，有人气了呀。。。会有话唠的习惯，话匣子开了就关不上，走在路上对着花微笑，对着树微笑，对着陌生人微笑，对着猫猫狗狗松鼠兔子浣熊等等还是很喜欢。。。我还是很喜欢松鼠先生跑步时候的那个毛茸茸的尾巴呀。。。
还是会有很多的作业，还是会有很多的阅读和group work，可是怎么就觉得，可以看到后面的阳光了，就好像是走过了中间那一段艰难黑暗没有指引的路途。。虽然自己也曾经迷失过，但心里一直还是要努力着跑到最后，一定要走出这一段隧道，穿过山看到阳光。。在黑暗里，我们看不到对方的身影，听不到对方的话语，可是却能感受到彼此对于未来的执着和支撑，相互鼓励着走完这一段路。
我想，这一次的毕业，我一定会哭。
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Sep 10, 2009
I like for you to be still
I like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent,
and you hear me from far away and my voice does not touch you.
It seems as though your eyes had flown away
and it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth.As all things are filled with my soul
you emerge from the things, filled with my soul.
You are like my soul, a butterfly of dream,
and you are like the word Melancholy.
I like for you to be still, and you seem far away.
It sounds as though you were lamenting, a butterfly cooing like a dove.
And you hear me from far away, and my voice does not reach you:
Let me come to be still in your silence.And let me talk to you with your silence
that is bright as a lamp, simple as a ring.
You are like the night, with its stillness and constellations.
Your silence is that of a star, as remote and candid.I like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent,
distant and full of sorrow as though you had died.
One word then, one smile, is enough.
And I am happy, happy that it's not true.